Anyway, W gets back from her trip today, or is maybe back already. We discussed D a week and a half ago and the way she was acting I thought she'd file before she left. Guess it was too much to pack and file for D at the same time - you'd think OM could have helped a little! Wonder how soon she'll jump on it now that she's back - filing for D that is. Tuesday? Wednesday?
I've been boxing up my stuff even though I won't move for 3 weeks. It's going to take a while to separate everything and I'm not sure how to deal with deciding what to take and what to leave. I don't really want to have W over here during this process, but we need to make decisions. Well, I for one am going to take the high road as much as possible, though I'll still look out for my best interests. We'll have 6 months to wait until things are final and I need to set the proper tone right now - that I'm strong, confident, interesting, detached, and worth a lot more than what she's been giving me!
As I think about moving out, I'm struck again by the fact that she never rented a place. We discussed this way back in Nov and I agreed to help pay for it. I know she was looking, but she just never rented a place - kept staying in her aunt's teeny bedroom. Why? There's no way I would do that. I'd find a place and make myself comfortable as soon as possible. Wait, is this me trying to figure out what goes through WAW's mind again?! LOL
Resting today after long bike ride yesterday. Feeling a bit sore.
