-Yesterday I slept like a LOG!! Alleluia!! -Worked out today for the first time in a LONG time b/c I have been sick. Just did a little bit on the treadmill & stationary bike & then a little bit of yoga... feel so much better. -Maybe I will be able to get my body back on track after all!! -Went into school today on the WEEKEND (bonus points) to work on piano stuff for my test on Monday. I feel accomplished. -Did a lot of *online shopping*, ordered some very exciting new underwear, a pretty silk dress/nightie on megasale, a new sweater, AND... I won an ebay auction for ANOTHER pair of fluffy boots in "cornflower blue" !! Now, when we have our DB GAL reunion, if anyone feels the need to "blend in" more with the corsets, fluffy boots, etc, I have a spare pair ! (Essie?? Are you gonna take me up on this??)
-Yesterday I had an interesting experience with one of my best cello school friends. I realized an example of what my C is trying to teach me about sharing feelings vs. sharing structure. When I hung out with him, just silly and fun with no agenda, there was a lot more "connection". Then when I got into a bunch of stuff I'd been meaning to discuss with him, about career, cello, etc, I realized, Wow, so much less connection occurs when I have an "agenda". Gotta investigate this more...
-Another cellist gave a crazy concert last night... I was so exhausted by the time of the concert I was giggling and slap happy in the audience like a crazy girl. But it was lots of fun-- he even performed "A Night In Tunisia" on an electric cello with a jazz pianist and jazz drummer (!!) Super inspiring!!
One last thought about my situation. I realized that when I first met my B, I was the one who offered to give him my number, and I was the one who called him to ask him out on our first date. He told me later that he was 1) trying to wait a long enough time so he wouldn't seem "over-eager" and 2) trying to think of a really awesome event for him to ask me out to, but the only awesome thing he knew about was a month out, so he had been planning to wait a month to ask me out (!!) and then I called! Remembering this makes me wonder, not that I am planning on PURSUING AGGRESSIVELY, and not that he is planning to ask me out or *date me* or anything CRAZY like that, but I wonder if he is doing something along those lines now, and if I should be less hesitant to reach out, and show him that it's ok to call me.
Obviously you guys have already established that I need to call him again soon. Thank you for PUSHING ME!!
Just a thought... I am not trying to OVER ALI ANALYZE HERE!!
