from what I've read from others, you should probably expect the feelings of anger at his betrayal of you to grow.
YUP!!
My emotions are hopping all over today. The "stable" part of me says "nothing's changed- you just have information about the past. Move forward, you're making progress. Have fun."
The more emotional part is saying "OMG! I'm "winning him over"?! Why do I want to win HIM over? I think it's time for him to win ME over! Man-slut for sleeping with 20-something year old whores."
I gotta pull myself together, he's on his way over here so we can go out to dinner and movie. I am crying right now (have been on and off all day) and I feel really angry.
Unfortunately, I know that he is NOT in a place to be "winning ME over". He is still tentatively moving towards me and any sudden moves on my part could send him dashing towards the courthouse.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
