Yes, you sound like you are being too sensitive, too concerned with what she thinks, feels, does. That's natural, but not healthy. No one makes us feel anything. Feelings come from within. You are in control--remember that. She will do what she does; you can't control her. You do have the ability to control your response to her statements and actions. She can't "make" you feel anything. Let her do what she will do. You practice nonjudgment, nonattachment, and nonresistance. Go with the flow of life and make yourself as happy as you can. You are in control of yourself, not her.