So good to hear from you!! It is killing me that the D will be final. I so hope he will wake up soon. I keep thinking about him & yes I guess I'm doing some better although I usually wake up in the middle of the night & cry myself back to sleep. I just can't understand how he could let this OW control him & get him to move to TX so far away from everyone & quit his excellent job that he has been at for 10 years! He usually wants to be the one in control. I just can't figure out how he could go to the extreme of things as he has. He normally had a good head on his shoulders but right now he is just doing things so off the wall. I've seen pictures of her & she looks like she sleeps with every Tom, Dick & Harry, but what can you say about someone who has been married at least 3 times & runs after a married man. She made the comment in one of her emails that this nice TX gal was trying to maintain some scrap of dignity but she didn't. I've read emails they sent to each other & it is sickening. They are saying how much in love they are & that they will be together for years & years. My H told her he never loved or felt like this before. Well, he told me that & said I was the love of his life & he couldn't imagine his life without me. This is killing me to think that she has him now & we were so much in love at one time & now he thinks he is in love with her. I guess you could say I'm having a rough afternoon.
