A little Journaling, thinking and venting

D and I went out for a while this am and when we got home H was here. He said he arrived a couple hours ago to use the computer. He left after 10 minutes to go teach his class. Thats the first time we've seen him since Thursady night.

Bummer is Thursday he said he'd call me on Friday but I never heard from him. Then today he said when he left "see you tomorrow" because he's taking D for a bit. I'm glad I never got my expectations up for him to call!

I'm still waiting to move into stage 2 but I think it'll be a while yet.

I'm def. not calling HIM today or later and no TM for that matter either. I'm trying to give space and gain some for myself too.

Jen


Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road