Well, Thursday it was my turn at the hospital. I'm in the process of passing a kidney stone. I drove myself to the hospital...I was driving home from dinner with friends and I was in so much pain...I was closer to the hospital than home. The pain was different from the last 4 stones I've passed so I didn't recognize it as a kidney stone.
My husband was out of town but did answer his phone. I didn't have my insurance info on me and he did. The hospital had to call him to verify it.
TOH - My H dropped the bomb on me 12/10/2006. He's still at home sleeping in the guest room. He could move to the basement but won't/doesn't.
He needs some healing time from his childhood...I believe that and can understand why with his childhood. That could take a long time - many years and then he will have to heal from what he's doing to our relationship.
The last several weeks he has let me dump my crap on him from stuff that is happening at the office. When I apologize to him he just says that it's okay and that he can take it. I'll have to say that as a friend he's been there for me the last several weeks. As a husband...he just doesn't want to be there. I can tell that things are improving. If he would just let go of the OW. Argh!
Peace We will get through this. Thank goodness God is there to help us.
All, The time has come for me to let go of my addiction...and that is to this place. I come here for comfort...when I feel that God wants me to come to him alone now. I am so glad that this bb was here when I needed it.
God has moved the last person, that I talked to physically regarding my situation, from my life. (Not removed - just moved.) Again, I feel that I am to go to God alone.
I have to let go of everything so that we (my husband and I) can move on. I don't know how long it will take for him to come back to the family but he will. But it will happen easier for both of us when I am relying only on God. I may be back but for now I'm going to try to make it NO CONTACT for six months. My best to all of you. I will pray for you.
