Sara, I am so glad you were there for your daughter. It would have been hard to hear from nurses that she had trouble coming back out of it over the phone. So glad you got there.
olive, I have no idea why he wants to ML. It shocked me only because I thought he was no longer attracted to me. Maybe it was some sort of test. We discussed it a bit last night and I told him that yes, I was still attracted to him as well, but can't ML right now, the way we are. He understood and didn't say much else.
Journaling:
Tonight is H's birthday party. I am staying as busy as possible today to keep my mind off things. Had a quick talk about the party when H was here yesterday, he was surprised it would be a 'hard' day for me, thought I would be relieved not to have to plan his party for him. He was also shocked I thought another woman was going to be there, said no one is coming... odd bird, my H. If someone else was going to be there, he would have clammed up and not said a word. Who knows, not my mess...
Today is the anniversary of my father's death. He died in front of us, of a heart attack, when I was in high school. I still miss him, and know he would have made a wonderful grandfather.
D3 is so much better. She is back to her spunky self. Levels were great yesterday afternoon, not perfect, but improved. And we ALL slept last night. Amen.
