Journaing...

H has said lots of R talk last night. He said he loves me soo much. He said he think about me alot and wants to spend time together over the summer (he said thought about suggesting to visit my family back home as a family)

GAL and 180 are working but H will be H for a while. He does not want any commitment or take responsibilities. I guess our R is better than the time " I will never come back to you".

H said his R with OW1 is ALMOST over. To me, what he says do not mean anything. He need to prove with his action that he loves me. He again invited me and kids for dinner and said at last " this is relax and nice." So, I am trying not to blow up on small things.. try to be patiant but keep working on GAL/goal.. (well.. I am pretty behind from these things for a while)

Beauty

Last edited by BEAUTYandWAH; 04/05/08 04:22 AM.

Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2
M:7y Together:8y
found out his A :07/07
bomb:11/01/07
s: 11/15/07
OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around
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