Well, Fri I was in a class all day and I felt....just OK. I was able to stay upright but couldn't really focus on the class. When I left class I went to a gas station to get a diet coke and nearly passed out. I was finally able to drive home and by then I was OK again so MG and I went out to dinner. I couldn't eat. I just felt awful. We had planned on a movie and MG asked if I still wanted to go. I told him I could feel just as crappy at the theater as I would if I were lying on the couch so we went. The previews were still showing when I told him I had to leave. He took me straight to the ER.
I was in the ER for about 10 hrs before they put me in a room and kept me overnight. Still no conclusion but they've ruled many things out. I still feel like crap and I've cancelled my cruise. Am picking up my test results from the hospital and will see my doc tomorrow at 1.
That's all the latest in Jillville and I'm so sick of this!!!! I don't have time to hang out on the couch!!!! And....there's nothing good to watch on TV during the day!!! And...I'm depressed and scared and annoyed and tired and bored!!!!
Hopefully they'll get this resolved and all you'll need is some minor tweaking. I know what you mean though, not feeling like yourself can put you in a funk which can only add to your feeling out of sorts.
I wish there was more that I could do to help, but I'm here for you and you can always call!
sorry love, to hear about all of this. Thinking of you. Let me know if I can do anything for you--- do you need videos of Bethie for entertainment purposes or will that just make you sicker??
Of course you are in my prayers, again and again and again.
I know there are many reasons infirmities (and other things we wished would rather not happen) are allowed. Some times it is for us to learn something, for God to be able to show his power and for us to have to depend on Him. The one thing that is never a bad action on our part is to choose to draw close to God. Of course we will ask for a healing but the other question to ask is, "God what are you trying to show me through this?" This is one of the main questions I learned to ask while going through the D.
Even now as I post on my thread about the ending of my fledgling relationship, I know God's plans for me are good. Through my D, God showed me so many things and my life is so rich. Through my pastor's wife's cancer survival, God showed them and the congregation many, many things as well.
So my dear, I will wear out a hole in my jeans praying for you but I encourage you to reach out to God, spend time reading the Psalms. If you really want to question God about all this, read the book of Job. In 18 years of being a Christian, I had never read it all the way through until I went through the divorce. When I read it, I came away with a proper perspective on things.
(Hey Julie, about those videos... )
Committed2Him- "C2H" All Things (Back from Spain!)...18
I love youse guys!!!! (where's the kissy smiley?) I so appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
I just went outside to get the mail (and I didn't fall down, even once) and it's gorgeous!!!! It's about 70 and peeps are out shooting baskets and raking leaves, etc. Is it really spring here in MI??? I wanna plant flowers!!!! I wanna walk in the park!!!! I wanna get my bike and butt light out!!!! I wanna go on my cruise!!!!
Ah, well, I'm already looking into another trip for when I'm fabulous again!!!!
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(ok that's all chat later)