Update to my sitch, the end has come

[mako_man]

Marriage is kind of like playing at a craps table. Being married to a alcoholic woman who is also Bipolar is kind of like taking all of your cash and playing the biggest sucker bet on the table. Yeah, I guess there is a CHANCE but there is a reason for the saying "the house always wins". Ya, silly analogy I know, but thats how I feel, yet part of me wants to make that bet again, and again, and again because who really cares, the odds are always stacked against you know matter how you play.