GF, I'm in Bakersfield and apparently OW couldn't go last night...BOO HOO! I appreciate the offer though, thats too funny!
The kids and I went over to a friends house and H called at about 8:45 to say goodnight to the kids and actually tried to cop and attitude that I wasn't home. The friend is a man and my S goes to school with his daughter. Oh and did I mention he has a boyfriend? So, whatever! He is projecting his stuff onto me and thats just not gonna work. I spilled the whole sordid story over a couple of beers last night and my friends were just HORRIFIED! My kids bedtime is 9:00 and when he called again at 10:15 and I was still there he tried to be superdad and make me feel bad for keeping the kids up, but it didn't work. Hes just so lost, it makes me so sad.
I hate that I know I should walk away, but my heart just won't let me.
BTW...I would never actually wish death on them by choking on a Milk Dud, but could you see the news. "Pregnant Troll, 30 chokes on Milk Dud....film at 11." I just needed to say that here and not to him. It was hard not to. H knows shes not perfect by any means, but it doesn't stop him does it?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
Hey, I'm just up the road from you in Fresno (girlfrom"fresno" just doesn't have the same ring).
Originally Posted By: grumpyeby
I hate that I know I should walk away, but my heart just won't let me.
I hear ya. I hate that I still love my H so much and feel like he's not giving us the chance we deserve. That the choice is all HIS and I'm just along for the ride waiting for him to decide what he wants to do about our future together.
Last edited by girlfromipanema; 04/04/0805:14 PM.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
Yep and "If you love someone let them go and if it is meant to be then they will return, if they don't then you hunt them down and kill them."
Did I not mention she was a troll? I thought I had. 4ft. 10 and about a deuce.
gfi (your right fresno just doesn't have the same ring)- I hear you on your comment about being along for the ride. When do they pass out the motion sickness meds?
This is my ringback now:
Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Subtle, but it gets the point across...
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
