I was in my office and I heard some sounds coming from the downstairs bedroom which shares a wall. It seemed odd so I went in to the house and W was curled up on the bed sobbing loudly.
I went to her and touched her back and she pulled away. Asked her if there was anything I could do and she said she was 'ok'. I noticed on her left hand she had a bunch of rings, some I had given her, including her engagement ring and wedding ring.
A minute later she said "I just want to be able to do things myself".
I told her she can do things herself, she has been for a long time. Then she says "Yeah, I'm really good at breaking our family apart and causing everyone pain. I'm so sorry I couldn't make it work."
So, I said "W, nobody could make it work. I was sick and you didn't know what to do. I'm taking care of myself and I've got my faith back. And I'm never going to let myself get sick again. I care about you and I have faith that things will work out for the best."
She says "Oh yeah, everyone is just going to live happily ever after thanks to me."
I said "Anything is possible, you can change this if you have faith".
I left her alone and went back to type this post. She's having a bad day for sure.
