GF, I'm in Bakersfield and apparently OW couldn't go last night...BOO HOO! I appreciate the offer though, thats too funny!

The kids and I went over to a friends house and H called at about 8:45 to say goodnight to the kids and actually tried to cop and attitude that I wasn't home. The friend is a man and my S goes to school with his daughter. Oh and did I mention he has a boyfriend? So, whatever! He is projecting his stuff onto me and thats just not gonna work. I spilled the whole sordid story over a couple of beers last night and my friends were just HORRIFIED! My kids bedtime is 9:00 and when he called again at 10:15 and I was still there he tried to be superdad and make me feel bad for keeping the kids up, but it didn't work. Hes just so lost, it makes me so sad.

I hate that I know I should walk away, but my heart just won't let me.

BTW...I would never actually wish death on them by choking on a Milk Dud, but could you see the news. "Pregnant Troll, 30 chokes on Milk Dud....film at 11." I just needed to say that here and not to him. It was hard not to. H knows shes not perfect by any means, but it doesn't stop him does it?

M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option