I think your H is indeed worried that you aren't completely heartbroken that he is gone... Guess he can't see at all how you aren't the same person anymore, a stronger, more confident and in better shape to boot! Doesn't that tell you enough? If everyone else can see it and he can't, its not a problem with you, its definitely him that is stumbling around in the dark.
And don't feel guilty for flirting a bit, its good for you to get that kind of positive feedback. No, that's not trying to encourage you to go off on a whirlwind romance, just to stop and let someone tell you how great they think you are *8) Or you can just get online, we're always here to remind you!
Good for you that you are considering getting a part-time job, I know from my W's experience of diving back in that its a big step but it can boost your self image if you find the right kind of job! Do not consider any job that doesn't make you feel good in some way, either by being paid well, learning new stuff or just enjoying the work itself... hit two of those and you are in the right job *8) And of course a new job means new people to meet too, new people leads to new friends, can't have too many friends *8)
Ok, I'm heading into one of my mega posts again... people I know complain that it makes them scared that I can type as I think at 80+wpm as a guy *8O And with a modest 98% accuracy too *8P Computer geeks ftw!
Have a great weekend Karen!
Me: 35 W: 34 S8 & S5 M: 11 IDLY: 08/2007
"Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose" - Janis Joplin, Me and Bobby McGee
"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it is about dancing in the rain!"
