We were at Lax last night for S12 and she stood over in corner of the field by herself and texted the whole time. My son played great, scored a beautiful goal and hand some great passes. She missed all of it. Sooooooooo, I was standing by all my long time friends and one buddy had just come in from a golf trip and had not seen his wife for three days. When she saw him she stood/jumped up, started clapping and calling his name and ran over and gave him the biggest hug and kiss. They talked and watched their son for the rest of the game. Everyone saw this. It was kind of like in the old films when you see two lovers running from opposite ends of the beach in slow motion and meet in the middle and hug and kiss by the ocean, like a love story. I had to excuse myself and started crying so hard.
I realized at that moment, as my wife was standing alone texting some guy, that I would never have that type of relationship with her again. My old wife is never coming back.
I need to find happiness outside of her. I deserve so much more than the crap that I have been getting. Life is so short and I have so much to give. I want to start giving again.
