Yes, he seems to be but is still insistant that we are just friends and all of what he is doing is just goofing off and raunchy flirting because he can do that with me without fear of being slapped or it being innapropriate.

H informed me lastnight that he needed his birth certificate because he and a bunch of his new friends are going out of the country the last week in May and he needs to get a passport. WTF??? I told him in a joking tone that I hope the new girlfriend is paying his way since we haven't the money for something like that. He just grinned.

He is so hard to read. I am still just sitting back and watching. He left here lastnight from seeing the kids and then sent me a text asking me who at his work knows about us. I explained to him that I had no idea. He then went on to say he doesn't like being WATCHED. Oh did I let him have it. You see I told him lastnight that I have reconnected with some of OUR mutual friends that he has since shoved off to the side since leaving me and finding this new life with new friends. I think he is worried I am slandering him or talking down about him to these old mutual friends. I explained to him that I am not, yes they know he left me but that is it. You see he still has not shared what he has done with anyone. I asked asked him why since he is so happy now that he left me why isn't he shouting it out to the world at the top of his lungs? He just apologized for accusing me of anything and it ended with a few more I'm sorry's.

He did give me a kiss on the cheek lastnight when he left along with the hug. I shall see where we wind up. He also still says he will soon tell me the real reasons behind why he left.


Both 35
T 19/M 15 years
S8/D5
It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07

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