God give me the patience and the strength...2

[theotherhalf]

well the bad gets worse and the sh*t gets deeper...

H called @ 3 am this morning. I didn't answer. He didn't leave a message. Well I laid there thinking "what if he is in a ditch somewhere?" so I called him back

he was nice. said he forgot why he called me (he was of course drunk) i said well if you think of it, call me

few minutes later he calls back.

the whole conversation was MLC CRAP!!! or drunken crap or a*shole crap whatever you want to call it.
he wanted to know how to get an ATM card. wanted to know where all the money is going. says i am playing him. says i'm screwing him over. says this is HIS farm. i didn't earn any of it. he paid for everything. says i am lying to him. says that if he loses HIS farm he'll see to it that i disappear. says that only money i ever made was enough to put cigerettes in my mouth, gas in my car, a little entertainment and that's it. said HE made all the money. HE paid for everything. I didn't make sh*t. I have nothing. said he was out here today and thought "this is MY farm, why am i letting her live here." says he's LET me live here for a year and it's time he took it back.

i listened. i kept my cool. did try to defend myself some. i said I'm sorry you believe i would screw you. I'm sorry you feel that way. I understand. I did argue some as I couldn't help myself. But for the most part I let him spew. I told him to go file. Get it over with.

Finally his phone died. And I thought. Why did I listen to that? Why didn't I just say "It's 3 am and I'm not going to listen to this" and hang up?

And I'm thinking...if he gets an ATM card how am I going to track that? More money going out that we don't have. What's next? After all that I did to help him last weekend...this is the thanks I get?

...should I just give this up and go file for the D?...