It is amazing how one can be SO in love with a person and yet be SO ANGRY at her at the same time! I have been reading a book by Max Lucado about love, so when I find it difficult to love or forgive her I focus on Gods love and forgiveness for me. If God can love this big screwup that is me, then surely I should be able to love my W! But sometimes (often!) the whole sitch is just too overwhelming and I lose it completely...
As far as GAL is concerned, I have been begging W for ages now to go ballroom dancing (We did it before, it was great fun) and she responded by taking bellydancing classes once a week. No males allowed! I have been toying with the idea of going to a singles class. The problem is, I will be dancing with other women (not OW! there isn't one) and I really dont think it will be the same. it may even backfire on my MR. What do you think?
W and I plan on going skydiving again this weekend. I hope we survive!
Kolle
Me 43 W 42 M 1998 S16 S15 D7 D4 bomb 07/03/2007 OPA ILYBNILWY My Thread
