Frank, did your W see the doctor yet? any news? As Sara posted there a many options for a woman with heavy bleeding from various reasons, but speaking for myself it can truly be a monthly event that is life altering during that heavy bleeding.
It's all fine now. She had tests but hasn't heard the results yet. But she's ok now physically.
Emotionally? Well she's being 'nice' every time we interact. No idea why. I am keeping my distance as best I can. Being nice but not sticking around to get 'too close'. Detaching.
I just don't want to 'play' any more. I have a lot on my plate trying to save us financially and it's a losing battle at times. She abandoned me, no 'kicked' me when I was down. More than once. I just don't want to put any more energy / hope / love into her. It's a one way street and I need it for myself, and my girls.
I'm starting to feel like I'd rather be alone than with her. Sad, but true. When is someone going to be afraid they might lose ME?
I'm worth it. For all she can complain about, I've done way more 'good' than perceived 'bad'. Way more.
