Journaling. Just found out I got the rental I was hoping for!
The place is great - way way way too much money to be spending on a rental, but I'm willing to pay more so I don't have to go back to apartment living. It's open, bright, and great for entertaining, so it'll be good for my PMA
I still seem to be having ups and downs, but I can feel myself detach in what will ultimately be a healthy way. My W is on her own journey. I love her very much and am willing to do a lot of work to make our M into something that supports us both, but if she won't even come to the table to discuss and is bent on D as fast as possible, I need to start looking out for myself to make sure I make it through this okay. I've been slipping lately, so it's time to pick myself back up.
