It was always there. Her cup was not full of fluff.
Just a few days ago you were telling me how worried you were that she would "find" the OM again.
Somehow you managed to use the tools someone gave you and start to think a little bit different. You were pumping fluff every where.
Maybe the OM brought it out but it seems to me you are reaping the benefit of it. She slept with someone else. So what. She is sleeping with you now. She is giving you what you were looking for. She is sending some fluff your way. Stop asking why. When you are both full of fluff you can talk about it. Don't look back. You will run into something.
I told you the roller coaster would bring you back to where you started. Don't get back on. Find a new one to ride.
Use your Advanced DAM tools. They seem to fit your hand well. If you put them down you will have to wrap your hands around something else. I got the feeling you don't want that.
Whats it all worth?
Do Work.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.