The week is almost over and H has above and beyond taken his responsibilities with the kids very seriously. He was on time, even early and did fun things with them when he had them. Even sent me a text when he was driving to his dad's last night "I had a lot of fun with them tonight.". Phew!
He tried to have sex yesterday out of the blue! Very odd, I figured he wasn't attracted to me anymore. I shrugged him off with mumblings of "Not the right time, not when you are seeing other people, confusing to us". He wasn't mad I turned him down (no way, no how will there be ML between us at the moment), I am just shocked it happened.
I avoided R talk once again the other night. We got on the subject of his birthday this weekend and his party that he is having. He said "Does it upset you?" (meaning the party), and I said "Am I upset that you are turning 36? No, I think its hilarious", and changed the subject. He knew to not push it.
This weekend will be hard, to not be with H on his birthday. We are having a family party for him on Sunday night. The girls are very excited.
D3 is very sick this week, with chest cold/asthma. Her oxygen levels were low at the doctor's today. We have one day to do steroids and treatments, then if she isn't better tomorrow, she'll head to the hospital. She is in good spirits for the most part, but bless her heart. H has been very loving towards her. These are good things, all I have wanted.
