15 months is a long time to be separated. Still, it's all I have to determine my course of actions (History is prolog?).
W doesn't want me to pursue her. I've tried to kiss her maybe three times during our spearation (last time was Halloween). When I have moved away from her, going dim, she gets angry at me, and uses the sitch to justify why she wants a D (d*mned if I do and d*mned if i don't).
There is a specific "place" she wants me. Not too close, but not out of her reach either. So what do I do?
1. Stay where I am? (allowing a degree of what I consider "cake eating" by her)
2. Go dark/dim, and risk the anger? (She filed for D during one of her fits of anger because I began ignoring her)
"Should I stay or should I go? Should I stay or should I go? If I go there will be trouble. If I stay it will be double.
It's always please please me................"
"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.
