Guys, what do you do if you still feel like you can't live without her? I mean I know I can but I just dont feel like I have much joy outside of my marriage. I didn't want my marriage to end. I wasn't that frustrated with it. Instead, this breakup blindsided me. I knew we had problems but we seemed like a committed couple. Love was there. Yet in our argument, she said that "shes hated me since we got married". Months have gone by with no contact. Could that have been true? Was I duped? I gave her so much. I was there for her. I kissed her forehead every morning before work. I made mistakes but I was a gentlemen to her most of the time. I was faithful. I don't know, I just feel really depressed. I'm not a depressed guy normally either. I do have alot going for me but I miss her. She was who God gave me as a partner. We dorked it up throughout the course of the marriage but I would've never given up. Here I stand days away from an official divorce and I wish so bad I could tear it up. But there is no one on the other end to go back to. She is lost in a world of partying, bisexuality and lies.
