Feeling better today guys....skyes aren't as stormy today. I do feel that I have moved on to something new. A new feeling, one that I never thought I'd have...that I'll be fine without H. That I can now finally imagine my own life. And that I am happy about that prospect.
Right now H is so lost and such a different person. One that only hurts me even when he does not mean to. I don't want that kind of person. That is not what I am about.
Let it go, let it break, let it end, let it die. It is now for the best.
Inside will remain, treasured what I have felt for this man. But outside, life goes on !
Take care dear friends, thanks for all your hugs, support and love, you are amazing people !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
