The anger, the anguish, the fear will ebb and flow, but I am going to push away embracing them.
I hear ya about the ebb and flow. It is difficult but going to push on with efforts for new job and life for 5D.
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I don't need anymore sludge in my life.
that gives me pause to think---a lot---for me, I don't want to feel like sludge anymore. Planning for my future helps. New job I think will really help me. I'd be happier with a "normal day".