While I seriously have disagreed with what you have been doing. I do want you to know that I am still praying for you and your children. Take your time to know what you really want and need that will be best for you and your family.
Sara
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
Cryptic YES..."No I didn't" was really "Yes I did" but...
I can't do this on the board right now. You I feel have been a great source of input for me and I value your opinions however while I would enjoy continuing to bounce things off of you I can't subject myself to putting it all out here on the board. And since we can't access PM'ing unless we are moderators...
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
Things have gotten weird for me. H seems to have become jealous and is now showing a great deal of attention towards me and partaking in some MAJOR flirting with me.
I guess my Snap On tools are interesitng him now that he knows someone else had shown an interest in them also.
It's oh so very confusing for me right now. That is why I have been quiet here the last several days. I am just trying to feel my way through the days here on the home front. I will continue to be around I just need to slow down here as I learn to live in this situation on the home front. It is fun to be flirted with by my H again and feels wonderful that he is showing such a MAJOR interest in me again and I am trying to not to get over zealous and ruin it by going in for the kill either. If he does infact want me and want back he WILL most certainly do it for that is part of his nature.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
I pray that you get everything you are wishing for.
just breathe and keep it slow and steady without ANY expectations...
TOH
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
H is coming on stronger than ever and has told me that he is getting more comfortable around me and that he LOVES what he is seeing in me. The happy, sensual woman he knew I always was. He is flirting and talking dirty to me all the time. He has also explained that in due time he will tell me why he really left. WTF!?!?!?!
So that is where I stand right now. Just hanging on to the sides of the boat as it rocks and hoping the waves will stop soon.
Sorry all for being so out of the picture lately but as you can imagine the life vest is a just a pinch still out of reach.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
