I read your post to ACJ, and the book you're reading sounds good. God WILL make this into something good, Cat; I have to believe that. I accepted the D a little over a year ago, and things are so much easier for me now - not right away, but it happened. I know that some days it seems like the pain will never end, but then you have a good day - and it seems like you're in those good days now, so I'm glad of that.
Love, Nic
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