No one to turn to- 2

[addie]

H called this afternoon, said he was working very late but asked if he could have dinner here afterwards. So he came by just before S's bedtime, had dinner and then needed to use the computer. That's the actual reason he came over. We talked very "normally" as we used to before bomb about non important things. He didn't stay long - said he was really tired.
Same ritual when leaving - gave me a long hug, headed towards the door, then came back and gave me another long hug. The recent hugs have felt great - it's how he used to hug me pre S.