Thanks Bill, Do you see potential to have your relationship back? Would you still go back? I mean how can you trust her again? Do you think she is logical in the way she left or is suffering a mental disorder... For me, I have to think it is a mental disorder. Who in their right mind would act on bisexual thoughts, posting online for girl relationships, partying late at night, calling "new friends" and even researching being "hired help". Yet I can't shake my faults. My obsession over finances, my frustration with sex, my desire to drink and go out on weekends. The bottom line is I miss her. I want to forgive her. I would pay anything to wake up and have her next to me and start again. She is my wife and I hate divorce almost more than life iteself.
