Thinking that by the time I get the book I'll be almost Ded. H told me tonight that the documents are ready to be signed and the J wanted us in court in April but was told that H would be out of the country. His sister his L would ask for a date after I get back from my trip on June 8th. H said he isn't in any rush and was surprised that the papers were ready so soon. I think that this is all snowballing so fast. We thought the process wouldn't be done until maybe August. Gosh this is so hard.
He has said that we should look at this as a chance of a new R for both of us. That we can't be friends because we're more than friends because we share so much. I just love him so much.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
