no expectations 6

[peacetoday]

Upside
Thanks
H came back and was quiet and distant..no surprize
he gave s6 a bath, put him to sleep and left!
oh well..I will try to continue as long as I can with my plan
but
Im not going to worry about a backslide now and again b/c
H needs to hear a little bit of what is really going on in real life
people are affected and everything is not picture perfect!
and the kids dont really care why he left or that he had a controlling wife

I also will try to not so it constantly
In reality, I think it makes no difference
they are checked out
whether I am a perfect steppford wife
or whether I am honest and real
I think he shoulf know what D12 said and those were her words
Maybe D therapist would like dad to come in for a session?????
peace