Cinders, my heart is hurting for you. Frosty provided such a beautiful post and so much truth. Something that came to mind may help. It helps me. It is in italics so it is God speaking this in His word.
Hebrews 13:5-6
..."Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." 6 So we say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"
I have not seen such an attack on someone spiritually for some time but there is no doubt you are being attacked. Cling to Him through this Cinders. With your permission, I will ask several of my friends pray for you from my men's bible study.
Hugs and so much love,
mmf
Me:56, W:51 D:26,S:24,S:22 Married:18 Bomb 9/27/06 Separated 11/27/06 Divorced 10/6/08 Leaving it up to God
Oh sweet MMF, I thank you so much for your love and prayers you have no idea how 'lost' I feel through this all....so dumped and alone, as if I am the only one who can see how 'wrong' this is ...
I thank you for your prayers, I truly do ! You are a man of great faith, and I am so very greatful to you for caring enough to come by with all your love and friendship. Your ever kind words and your message of hope !
Sweet MMF, I thank you dear friend.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
You are simply amazing Cinders! Here we are sharing with you what God wants us to share to hold you up and you turn around and share Him with us! Beautiful lyrics Cinders and so true! God is truly working in you and through you.
This is one of my favorites. It reminds me of the Mercy Me song regarding the words - Praise You In This Storm
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Me:56, W:51 D:26,S:24,S:22 Married:18 Bomb 9/27/06 Separated 11/27/06 Divorced 10/6/08 Leaving it up to God
Cinders - You touched my soul tonight. Thank you. Thank you.
"When one door closes, another opens. But we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us." - Helen Keller
Feeling better today guys....skyes aren't as stormy today. I do feel that I have moved on to something new. A new feeling, one that I never thought I'd have...that I'll be fine without H. That I can now finally imagine my own life. And that I am happy about that prospect.
Right now H is so lost and such a different person. One that only hurts me even when he does not mean to. I don't want that kind of person. That is not what I am about.
Let it go, let it break, let it end, let it die. It is now for the best.
Inside will remain, treasured what I have felt for this man. But outside, life goes on !
Take care dear friends, thanks for all your hugs, support and love, you are amazing people !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus