Early in my R with my H I was totally present in our lovemaking. ...... and now it seems I bring everything but the D*MN kitchen sink in the bedroom.
I do find when we are not in our home or our regular routine something in me is different... more to think about!? I am however ready to just have it be my H and I in bed and making love not all that other stuff in there too.
he even said to me today when I am with you I forget about everything...
so why has it been so hard for me?
I am working on this and no longer analyzing it to death and hopefully the results will be amazing.. I will keep you all posted. I want progress, I want passion back and I want to feel him, I want to be present when we ML and fully there like I used to be... God bless... and thank you for your reply. DQ, I really do appreciate it. I love others input on this board.
