Last night, my H had to go on another surveillance thing, and said at the last minute he was going to take my car. He saw the look on my face and wanted to know why there was a problem with it. I said there was no problem, but I did not like the idea of him having the "secret cell phone" in MY car. He said you can search me, I don't have it on me, but of course, it is most likely in his locker at work, so of course he could have it once he gets to work, anyway. He got so angry with me, but I am getting tired of not being able to speak my mind about this mess. I mean if he has bad intentions towards our future, well he would have them, anyway. He stormed off to work, even though he did hug and kiss me goodbye, and said that's all right I don't need anything from you!! I thought that sounded kind of juvenile.
Well, I called him after a few hours, to help keep him awake during the extra shift like I have been doing at his request, and it was as though nothing was ever even said by either of us.
What the heck gives with that??
And he was okay with me when he got home and when he was leaving for work this morning.
I think he is trying to drive me nuts!!
Is he just having a problem with letting go of ow??
Is it possible she won't let him be??
He said she went back to her H, though I don't know that this is true or not.
So, I am getting a little bolder when I say stuff to him, I don't want him to rest too easy, and think I am a stupid person, who doesn't know what's what.
