I feel sick. It is very hard knowing I am going to take what has been a happy decent relationship even since the bomb,at least on the surface, and blow it up hoping that somehow it will bring it back together.
((((Neecy,))))
Speaking for myself, I am very confused now, too......This whole time, from everything you've posted thus far, I've been under the impression that this R HAS NOT been happy and decent for you....yes, even since the bomb.
??? What is missing here?
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
What is missing here? 
