Cinders, my heart is hurting for you. Frosty provided such a beautiful post and so much truth. Something that came to mind may help. It helps me. It is in italics so it is God speaking this in His word.

Hebrews 13:5-6

..."Never will I leave you;
never will I forsake you." 6 So we say with confidence,
"The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid.
What can man do to me?"


I have not seen such an attack on someone spiritually for some time but there is no doubt you are being attacked. Cling to Him through this Cinders. With your permission, I will ask several of my friends pray for you from my men's bible study.

Hugs and so much love,

mmf


Me:56, W:51
D:26,S:24,S:22
Married:18
Bomb 9/27/06
Separated 11/27/06
Divorced 10/6/08
Leaving it up to God