So far today, no checking H's messages, and no replaying gutwrenching messages currently on there...
A small step forward for me!
H seems down today over phone...exchanging phone calls about S18 and working on financial packages from potential colleges. I found myself wondering if his mood related to the fact that all of the schools at the top of S18's list are a no-go if we split...but then I have let that concern go. That's his to deal with, right?
