All I wanted from WW was a chance to save the marriage. Now I have it... and it feels...... STRANGE!
We focus so much on trying to get to that point, spend so much effort acting 'as-if', and suppress a lot of raw emotion...it makes a lot of sense that it would seem surreal when it actually happens! Almost a "be careful what you wish for" moment.
Looks like you have the right perspective that this is just the beginning of a loooong road.
Nonetheless, I am happy for you for the potential for getting what you've wished for...