no expectations 6

[peacetoday]

HI Upside thansk for checking on me!
im feeling a bit better ..bad cold going round!



Ive given it all some thought
meditated
and spoke with a few friends
but I am going to continue to allow contact for now
I will see how it goes the next few weeks and reevaluate
strange but I sense My H needs me to be here for him right now and that is why he shys away from any permanent cuts
I am helping him maybe heal in a way
I need to do this
It may still mean our M is over I need to do it anyway for me
peace
H is coming tonight
He came Monday, but I had a small job and had to leave then I was not feeling well , so we had little interaction
Hope I am choosing right