I'm sorry to hear that things seem to still be moving towards D as I had hoped and prayed that it would not.
We've been here for 2 years and I will never forget those first few days; the pain, the agony and the desperation to save our M was our only goal.
While we may not have saved our M, it was not from a lack of trying and certainly not in your sitch. What you have gained is knowledge, strength, faith, courage, compassion and a sense of self. You have survived a two-year journey that not many men (other than those here) would have endured.
I may not have been on the bb much but like you have been thinking about those who have helped me get through the last 2 years and you are one of them. Some days are still tough but they are much better than they were 2 years ago.
I still pray that your W will wake up and see what she will be losing but unfortunately right now it is hard when you're sharing a home. Still following along....
Hugs, ISLH
Me: 49 - S22 & S26 H: 41 - No kids M: 10/00 Bomb New Year's Day 2006 H living w OW 01/07; have baby 12/07 D final 07/07 Thread #9 - Hope Lives On