Sandy I think you have answered your self through your writing. Your OLD H would not do this and, you were happy.
He is not the old H, he is the confused hurt lost H that has no idea what he's doing right now. Hence the A and his spewing all of his crap. What the outcome of his actions are up to him. Right now you need to live for you and your children.
Everyone has bad days and this crap hurts but, we are the strong ones right now even if we don't feel it.
tomorrow is another day.
Hey, do you feel that the A might be found out at work?
A lot of times when the MLCer is confronted and things are in the open it helps to turn things the other way.
It is up to them weather or not they will come through their crisis but, I do believe with all of my heart that most do.
(((((((Sandy)))))))
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
