GRRRRRRRRRR!!!! what a @#$@#$ looser !!!!! people like that should be fried slowly in hot oil! freaking liar!!!
Hugs))))))))) i'm so sorry that jerk took advantage of your trust. We all hang on the the last minute for a change of heart, so dont' you feel bad about that (I misread something H said, thought he was rethinking the stich, felt down afterwards, it happens. our heart waits so bad for a miracle to happen).
Why should your self-respect suffer? the low life deceiver is him! you walk with your head up high.
Your life was not a mistake, you know that and God knows that and that is ALL that matters, my M life was also categorized as a front, a show that dragged on too long. No matter how much those men want to mangle the past they just can't! no one can fix/change the past, they can say whatever the hell they want, it won't change the good times we had.
I really really recommend you get this wonderful book I'm reading and takings notes from "the spiritual divorce", it will help you tons.
My prayers your way))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.