[girlfromipanema]

On H's way home from work he called and asked if he could pick up movie up for me from Blockbuster. That was thoughtful and I was encouraged. (I really want to see, "Why Did I Get Married" but didn't want to tell him so I asked him to pick up "Super Bad".) However, when he arrived home, the distance was still very palpable. He thanked me for the shirt but remains distant and continues to sleep on the couch. He's one who never gets sick but has complained of dizzy spells the last two days. I had some severe dizzy spells several years ago and thought something was very wrong with me. Turns out it was stress. I think H is feeling extremely stressed about many things: our future, a huge project at work, our investments are really taking a hit...