Well, I'm still feeling better. Letting God take care of W.
I found myself in between W and D12 today. W can be very insensitive to D12 sometimes when it comes to homework. D12 was upset and melting down and I found myself having to help her. Eventually W went away and all was good.
But that wasn't the weirdness of the day...
W had a meltdown earlier. I saw she had been crying and I thought it was about money. I told her a lot of the good things that were happening in my business and she said it wasn't money, it was just her life that was sucking.
I left her to herself and told her if she needed me I'd be in my office.
Several hours later she came to ask me something, but really she just seemed to want to talk to someone, and she was all smiles and just lingering in the room. I did my best to dismiss her but she wouldn't leave easily. It was really difficult to push her away but eventually she left the room.
It was REALLY weird and uncomfortable. She was making eye contact and everything. It got me scared because it felt like she was trying to draw me in because she feels me letting go.
I saw my counselor today and she asked me a weird question. She said "Is she leaving you, or are you letting her go?"
