Too bad he doesnt wear watches-he's on his time only right now. He seems to just be testing me or something. IDK?
No word from H today, but I know that he is dying to tell me something that he seems to not be able to let out. What makes me curious is that he says that our chat will be worth it, but then hasnt come forward yet.
I am starting to wonder tonight if maybe he might be peeking his way out of the tunnel a little bit: He has gone back to his old business (roofing-which he is great at, but bad with $) , he is being much more kind and helpful to me & good deeds, he seems to be texting me much more than he did the first 2 times he left me. Or he just may want to defend himself for being right again and tell me how happy he is being free. Or he might tell me more extremely shocking news that I will hate to hear.
Hopefully he is peeking out of lala land and starting his journey through the end of this crisis, but I know I shouldnt get my hopes up. I'll keep being distant and let him pursue me.
I got some new clothes tonight and started a new painting last night, and my PMA has been much better.Also, I will be going on vacation after next week to the Outer Banks to stay in a beach house with 27 of the greatest friends. Cant wait! TIPPER
