Beauty is still holding on ths site and kids..

[BEAUTYandWAH]

lwb, girl, Jasmine~
I feel much better today.. although emotionally I am frustrated about small things. I think I will go to bed early tonight..

H also had hard day because he didn't get a grade he wanted on the last assigment. We both were grampy until had Chinese take out for dinner. Food changes peope's feeling so quick. We were able to communicate normal and calm. We did talk about me being grampy and he gave me a hug. He told me if I wait for another 6 weeks he can support me and kids financially (once school is done) Yea.. almost there.... almost there...

He has been talking to different girl these days. I don't know what really going on and who she is beside it is different girl from OW1, OW2.. etc etc. Again, she is like 22 or 23. I am sure it must be a fun to have a relationsip when he is ignoring his the responsibilities; taking care of kids and financially supporting the family. Kids were going to stay at his place tonight but he said he has to study and he will take them Thursday night. He has time to have good time with other people but not kids. He is missing out so much of kids life.

Today I had chance to talk to a husband of my ex-coworker. He said he heard about my separation. He said the same thing; my H is missing out the important time of children's lives and also said my H will never find anyone better than me and my H does not know that he lost a great woman" It was very sweet. It must be difficult for a man to come to me and talked about it. He talked to me very respectfully and concerned. I know there are many great men out there, why my H is jack a**?? UUUUuuuu.. I just want to screem!! but I cannot do it so I am going to find my toy gun and shoot my wall!


Beauty