I had a great rehearsal tonight and had a lot of fun as usual. Had a great day today and am feeling very strong and happy! I was really flirting tonight with one of the guys in the play and now I feel a little guilty though; one of the other guys was kidding about us hanging out together like that and I said well, I'm single so it's ok or something like that. (I feel like a single mom often but of course I'm not really.) I def. feel guilt over that; I don't know how H has an affair; I would be way too guilty to do that!!! Karen