Ok as I said before I think I caught something from MO2C. I have caught that missing feeling. Now don't get your panties in a wad...I am not leaving. It is so strange. W is being really Nice. She is talking to me, not just what is necessary but just chit chat kind of stuff. But I have gotten that "as if" feeling without trying. Now I am saying this when it is not happening but I do think if W said she wanted to go. I don't think I would stop her. But like jak58 said and I think NikB also brought up. When things seem "normal" you have to go a little farther just to make sure... I did do some more retail therapy today. This is a little issue I have. W takes care of the bills and I ALWAYS ask if I can go buy something. A while back I went a little crazy and got a bunch of stuff. (Money is tight but....) You see When W wants a blouse or shoes she just buys then. It's not like she does this all of the time. But she never informs me that she is buying something... Ok I think I got a little off track. I am detaching a little more. I got a hold of my friend and we are going out Friday night. (I am going to wear the new shirt that W likes). But like I said.... I am "thinking" more now about asking for a D. I AM JUST THINKING ABOUT IT... I KNOW that before I do consider a D WE WILL GO TO RETRO.... that has become a must... I think I have detached.... I think I can make a non emotional decision. Even though D has crossed my mind.... I have made a decision to try and work on my marriage... I mean I can always get a divorce even after trying to work on my marriage... but... after a divorce it will be alot harder to work on my marriage... Hope w gets a job soon. Please do not worry; I am not going to do anything that I have not already done. In fact I am going to keep on doing what I am doing because is seems to be working. W is at ease. When I talk if she does not hear me she asks what I said. (This is new, before she couldn't care less what I said)It's just time to do a little more GALing..... Maybe.....Just Maybe... I can make W start pursuing M.... that would get that "feeling" back....
Take care Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
